Dear Barry well the day gets closer when you will have been gone a year and I'm having a hard time dealing with it I don't know why you had to go all I know is that you are so young and you just started your life and it was taken but don't worry son the person that did this to you will answer to god on his judgement day and we all know you cant lie to god he lied to the police and got away with murder but to god there is no way you can lie so we will put it in his hands and know it will be taken care of .tell grandpop and grandmom I love them also and miss them and the three of you are forever in my heart and so is your child in my heart . I wonder if it was a boy or a girl maybe you can some how let me know well son ill be back you know i will so until then never forget i love and miss you love forever and a day MOMMY